I'm so happy,

I can barely breathe.

Thought this would be so difficult

but You made it so much easier.

The sun is shining on my face

and there's some things that

just won't erase;

like Your love for me.

Who said this was going

to be easy?

But who said we have to

go through it alone?

Because I don't.

Jesus, You know me better

than I know myself.

So tell me,

what is this feeling that's

holding me hostage?

It screams in my face and

tells me I'm worthless.

It says I'm not doing good enough,

I'll never be good enough.

But You're telling me it's wrong.

You've always wanted me and

You always will.

So I'll dance with a passion for You,

and I'll sing even when I'm in the desert.

What happened to you?

You used to be so close

but now you're just so far.

Do you see the pain you've caused?

Because I don't want to be here with you.

I don't want to be there for you anymore.

When you call to talk is it only

because your new best friend didn't answer?

You're running away and soon I will no longer see you.